Change

Things are about to change, and with things, I mean me. I have to change. And everyone will probably tell me to be myself and all that kind of thing, but I'm just going to be a better version of myself. I have to stop giving my opinion in public. On Twitter, for instance, I can't tell anything with my opinion involved or hell breaks loose. I also have to stop being honest about how I feel, because I felt not so good for a few weeks now, and I don't have the right to feel like this, so I have to stop feeling this and just act happy because that's how I'm supposed to feel.

Why? Because friends are leaving me because of my ridiculous behaviour and I do not want to let that happen. So, how am I going to do it? I don't know yet. I can just stop acting like a whinny bitch right now. I also made a new, personal Tumblr blog where I only post my thought, feelings and opinions, so there's at least one place where I can say anything I want without being afraid of hurting people. I should also do things like yoga, because that might help me finding rest.

So, that's all. I should blog more often.